Folly

Never mind..
I told myself...
Why every single time..
Those that I thought I'm "actually close" with..
Are those people that leave me in predicament..
Since they don't really give a damn..
Maybe..
It's just me..
Hallucinating things that aren't true...
Fine..
Not your fault..
It's was never your fault anyway..
Every mistake caused..
It's all because of me..
It's all because of me everything turned haywire..
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