Express Myself

Seems like typing a long meaningful post is the trend now. Mine may not be meaningful. But how can I be "not fashion" right? I must pick up. Okay. Let's start with my name.
I'm Allan.
You can call me any nickname.
But I prefer Mr Navigator.
I can navigate thing with my eyes.

Something like this..xD

And I can also control other people's mind. Crazy right?
But that the me in my "Fairy Tale" or "Fairy Tail" world.
In the reality, I'm just an ordinary boy that have severe short-sightedness. My eyesight the thing I hated the most about myself. Other than that. I don't like my looks. Thus, I seriously despise people that treat others according to their looks. SO DAMN HYPOCRITE.
Is it that if I'm more handsome I can get better treatment? BULLSHIT!
Reality surely is a prison hey?

Even my shirt says so.

You don't always get what you want. That's the reality. Harsh hey?

Ok. Skip the sad part..
Exclude the things I like to do. Mmm.. I would like to talk about the three other thing that are most important in my life..

1. My Life Itself
I actually not that kind of person you guys see everyday. I may look extroverted.. But in some aspects I'm quite introverted. Shy perhaps?
I don't like reading things that leave me in misery.
Because if it's criticism or sarcasm or any other gossip about someone.. I would always think I'm the one being talked about. Tried not to think so before. But I somehow just lack the confidence I may have in other aspects..
And my current dream is to be a doctor. Don't know whether I can or not.. But I like wearing the white colour lab coat..xD
And actually I really hope I can go to medical school with my friends.. Like Wei Min.. Jeffrey.. Xiang Yao.. Yik Yin (If she really wanna pick up medical.)

SKIP SKIP SKIP!!!

2. Family
Mmm. Nothing much to say about my family. One word to describe.. BLUR! xD
But I have to confess. I'm really not rich.. Don't understand why other people would think I'm rich.. But I'm not.. I really have to think a billion times before buying something.. It may seems like I just bought it without thinking but.. The heart may be broken already you know..xD Too hyperbole perhaps..
And I love every one of my family members. But of course there's always shouting and sometimes arguing. But that's why it's called a family..xD

3. Friends..
I really have to admit that I have more opposite sex friend.
And I can say that my best friend is kidda like changing every year..
Except for FORM 4. Because form 4 is kidda like the most special year for me in High School.
SKIP FORM 1 to FORM 3.
Form 4.
This year.. I really don't have any best friend or what.. But at least i don't have to change one every year..
This year.. I really really made lots and lots of friends.. Some that even understand me more than myself.. And some that made me laugh all day.. Reflex my stomach muscle.. And some that help me lots when I'm in need. Hehe.. Guess who I'm talking about ler..xD
And there's Brenda.. Wei Min and Jeffrey.. Hehe.. That day they were discussing about presents for each other.. And out of the blue. They are buying me one too.. It's nice you know.. Being about to join ur "Stupid Gang". I may not be one of the member.. But at least.. I joined the fun in it..xD
And The Clowns..
I don't know what to say.. I really love you guys la weh.. Less than one year.. But it's like we're already clowns for years.. Kakaz.. Just that. I really have to admit.. Sometimes I really tend to be口是心非.. Hope you guys can really know when lar..xD You guys are the friends I don't care of impressing but just enjoy every moment I have with you guys..
And i.E. May not be that i.E now.. But I really enjoyed the time with you guys.. JOG FOR HOPE.. SUNWAY. Too much of my first time have been given to you guys..

Oh ya! This present.. Hehe.. Hugging it every night like I wanna hug every single one of you..xD

There's also Chin Shen (又回想起) Sherene (Shaky Shake), Hui Hui (Din catch my hair), Liji + YY( Run Joey Run).. yada yada yada yada.. So much great memories this year.. Although there's also bad memories where there's tears, grudge, anger, bla bla bla. 2011 is really a big change for me.. My circle of friends no longer remain only one small group.. But different group with different people that gave me different feel.xD
Thanks guys.

Type dao so late ler.. It's already 4.00 am in the morning..
Haha.. I'll add on if i missed out anything..
I'm gonna add about some relationship thing 1st..

Relationship..
I'm heterosexual..xD
Kakaz. There're only a few people that I had a crush on. And always don't have the guts to tell them.. Hehe.. Introverted..
And Form 4 is special too because. I found out someone had a crush on me.. Kakaz..
I ask you here..
What do you like about me anyway? Lolx! I'm so....
Dumb..
I can list our 100 more.xD
Just wanna know..
For fun..xD
I know you're watching...

That's all I think..
Sleeping time..xD

Lambo signing off from the computer at 4.13 a.m. xD