Apologize

I know it may be to late to apologize..
But i think it's necessary..
I can't live with all the stress anymore..
And you guys..
We started getting close this year..
So close until I can't get use to the condition when we treat each other like stranger..
And I  may be angry at 1st.. But those grudge have already change to sorrow..
Afraid of the loneliness without you guys..
At least after this incident..
We get to know each other more..
So that we will not do anything that's an eyesore to another..
Want a proof of how much mi and i appreciate you two?
The 1st time i talk about 10 minutes on the phone ( which is the longest for that time)..
It's because of you two..
And yesterday..
I broke my record when i talked about 45 minutes on phone..
And it's because of you two too.
Things must eventually come to an end..
It's important for me to explain everything..

And those advise i got from others..
It made me know that i shouldn't 斗气 for such long since i treasure this friendship so much..
To : Di
It's time for me to be frank to you..
This few days..
I was neither tired nor anything other excuses..
It's because I don't know how to face you when I found out all about the rumours that seem so real to me..
And but now I finally know.. Even if the rumours were to be true.. At least.. The friendship and LOUD that you gave me were real.. When everything happened and i turned out being emo.. Those caring words that you sent me really make me feel contradicting.. Because I don't know whether it's really you.. But mummy and i finally found out that.. What can you get from faking in front of us.. We can't find an answer.. Because there's none.. At least we know that you're always true towards us.. So i apologize here for all the trouble and worry cause.. Other people may say that you're that kind of person.. But what's most important is.. What we think about you. Right??

To: Aunt
It's really been a tough week for all of us.. So I want all the nuisance to stop.. So i really hope you can forgive us.. I know you're very angry that we did not pick up your call the other day. But what we did is just 纯粹的斗气..Because we're angry you came so late.. But we don't know you take it so seriously.. Really really sorry. I may show that i'm bushuang.. But who will not be if they're in our situation that day?? But i'm really not someone that can handle all these problems properly.. I know i'm useless. So please understand.. I really wanna empathize that what we did that day really is to joke with you.. We didn't know it will turn out like this.. And this week i may have badmouth about you.. But i really hope you will understand.. I thought it's the best way if i seek fairness.. But i finally found out that.. There's no fair or unfair in friendship.. Everything just depend on one's perspective.. So please don't get let a small miscommunication or even a misunderstanding defy our gravity that make us close..

So..
Still friends?? Please.. No matter whose at fault.. Let's just forget it. OK?? IMU this Sunday ler. All i.E members must go ya..xD
See that i unprivatise my blog just to apologize leh.. Depend on my sincerity.. Just let bygone be bygone ba! Ok? See this faster ya.. In one week i wanna privatize my blog again ler.. Coz it's time for me to study.. I wanna get 1st d leh..xD Hehe. =D

Remember to go see Mi's blog.. She got a post for you guys too.xD