Disappointment

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I countdown in my heart..
When I opened my eyes that moment..
Hoping that the person I see is you..
Yes! I saw you..
But you are already with someone else..
Am I too stupid to wait for you for so many years??
Is this the perfect time for me to forget you??
Is it because of our intelligence..
We are separated by a big concrete wall??
If it's true..
I rather be stupid..
But everything is too late now..
If you knew me..
You wouldn't have done it..
But now..
Since you had done it..
I have to live with it and accept it..
Perhaps you are really not that suitable for me..