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Haiz..
Although I wanted to make some new changes in my life...
But..
There are still too many things I cant change..
Maybe not everything can be so smooth as I wanted them to be...
Some things in my life still feels like my just being SS..

Sometimes the truth is always too cruel..
But what to do??
I cant change the fact without hurting anyone..
So..
The best way is to hurt myself but not others..
Especially those that are close to me..
But sometimes I think that maybe normal friends is more than enough for me..
All I do is hurt those close to me when I care about them too much...

This world is so cruel!
I don't think I can live without the presence of you..
But what can I do??
I'm always hurt and disappointed by those I cared..

Maybe this is what I call Fate..