Dear Blog (12/6)

Dear Blog,
This holiday is the worst among all the holiday I had..
I can't stand it any more.. As a result.. I decided to write my blog once again..重出江湖..Hehe..

Hmm..don't think that's the real me laughing..
Recently..so much things are happening...
I have so much PROBLEMS!!!
I just didn't show it out..
I wish I can go back in time...
But obviously I can't..
I have so many regrets in my have that I should have achieve but I didn't Because I'm just not brave enough..

I want everything to start all over again..the day I first met every one of you..
That day I will say to you all that.. I WANT TO BE YOU ALL's BEST BEST BEST FRIEND..
I wish I can do that.. But obviously I cant.. I don't think I have the courage to do that..even now..I'm still that bloody coward...

I know that I'm not a person that's easy to live along with.. But don't be scared of hurting my feeling.. I need you all's opinion about me...I want to change.. I want to be the good friend in every one of you..
Can you all help fulfill that dream for me??
I wish you all can forgive what I've did wrong...I'm not that perfect...I'm not that carefree.. I just didn't show it out in front of you all.. I rather me myself be sad than the whole gang worrying about me.. I really hope you all can understand me..

By that, I wish I can start everything all over again.. So since it's not such a good day for me.. I rate it
★★☆☆☆..( 2 stars out of  5)..